hello, everyone...........um today im being just ole me, all boring and shit lol. UM there is soo much i wanna write on here about myself ...........but noone would wanna read it anyways lol, i mean who cares how i feel right? AS long as i make yall laugh and am a dumbass around yall im fine. The sad truth is, that there is shit hidden inside of me, secrets waiting to be released that is. I know i might be sounding gay and shit but, gosh this is difficult im not really good with words. I dont know what im feeling or what my body and soul is trying to tell me. i cant describe it i dont know what i want or where i wanna be or around whom i wanna be but i do know that there is something wrong with me. Most of the time though its covered up, just by my silliness. Like everyday i leave the house i look at everything differently.... i dont ignore stuff, um like i see things others dont tiny things...........man only if i could explain it, show it, say it . Man im soo different.... i look all hard but in reality im a pussy on the inside, all afraid and shit .........of death of everything omg this is horrible. I dont know why im sharing this but i feel like i need to tell everyone, to share, i feel like its the end of the world. Like seriously this aint not childish game bullshit, i see stuff , signs and gosh cant explain it but yea im gonna stop before it gets out of hand but if anyone wants to talk im more than happy to share my feelings and thoughts with ya
hello everybody, Um i had a wonderfull week but sadly i almost lost my
life.....so i am really glad not to leave all my friends in da
dust.....but still i am here making my friends smile and handing out
smiles to everyone. God is not taking me that easily jk .
Ill tell yall about it tomorrow in school cuz i know how yall like to hear my stories
hey wats up to all my people, happy thanksgiving to everybody and i
hope yall enjoyed eating dat damn turkey. Also y is it turkey that we
have to eat i dont get it lol, but who cares cuz it was goooooooood. Um
yesterday i met michelle , she is fun but she got that spicy attitude
which i liked, and um after the club we also had little after party
which lasted until 7 in da mornin (damn im still tired from that). Also
i cant wait till school starts cuz i miss all da ladies lol jk, and
party tomorrow at hotel, ask me for more info.
So thats pretty much, I usaully like to be funny on my xanga but sadly
im encountering some difficulties in my life wich i need to fix...so
yea im kinda depressed but i hope all works out for da best.
LOTS of love to everyone from ashkan the persian virgin lol sike
wuz up my pplz.....hittin y'all up from my lil corner of smyrnaville in RG(rose garden) represent my hood u know how i do....juz wanted to holl@ at my boi's ............and girls. I juz wanted to tell my girl that i luv her and to all the other ladies u need to back the f*** offf lol jk....juz wanted to holla at my boi Zach and i hope that everything work out w/ him and his girl.
also there is a persian sausage party tomorrow...u know the hairy ass mofo's jk so if y'all wanna go juz hit me on my metro oh wait its disconnected lol but u know how to find me. I'm prob out in the back of ur house diggin in the trash for some food cuz u know that osama has to survive lol i gotta come out of my cave every once and awhile lol.
peace out luv every 1 so get to work and leave me some comments biaaaaatch!!!
to all da ladies out there, im sry i have to say this but im in love.....i know im too young to be talking like this, but i met a special gurl and so far she has made my heart feel things that i have never felt before. All this time ive been missing something in my life but i wasnt sure what it was, but now i know.....i was missing the love and the passion of a gurl, and she has it all. She is beautifull, intelligent, sexy, arabian (gosh i love that),and she is my other half.
I dont wanna give it all away so thats the furthest of me explaining about her to yall horny ass bastard guys out there lol jk
um.....i couldnt be any happier than i am right now
